Saturday, May 30, 2009

well i left off last time where i was about 12 and my mom decided it was time to stay home and not go out so much...this is where i really rebelled.
I was drinking heavily on weekends and occasionally doing "crank" (speed)..i was alway kinda heavy when i was growing up and felt i wasn't good enough for anyone..so needless to say i started sleeping with just about anybody...i would sneak out of the house to roam the streets and see if someone would pick me up i always had a friend with me and we always managed to meet guys we would go off with them to wherever they wanted and believe me it got me into some very tight situations..looking back i am amazed i survived my teen age years...i continued to rebel and do whatever i wanted this included takeing money and jewlery form my mom to either give it away or sell it i didn't really care all i thought about was myself...at 13 i managed to get arressted for stealing street signs and was put on probation when my parents tried to dicipline me i would call the authorities and cry child abuse Finally the authorities got tired of it and i was placed in a "girls home"( ironicly in the town i live in now)..there i met a girl who's mom lived in florida and was trying to get the girl to come live with her....we decided to take it upon ourselves to go ...we snuck out the window of the girls home and hitchhiked to the nearest truck stop and caught a ride we got to florida a week later this was in november and no one here knew where we were ..imagine two 13 yrolds hithhiking across the country telling truckers we were 18 and going home..in this experience i learned real fast how to manipulate and get what i wanted i used not only my body but my friends body as well....this is when i had my first experience with cocaine and meth....when we got to florida we found her mom was completely addicted to cocaine and i wasn't very happy there so after a week i called my mom collect...she asked the operator where the call was comming from and when she told her miami beach florida..i heard my mother gasp.....i cant imagine what was gong through her mind the whole time i was missing....when i hung up the phone i called metro dade police and they came and got me put me in a juvenile home for like a month then the state of idaho flew me home i went home to my parents and continued to party....i ran away and this is no joke i ran away 47 times in a year and a half each time going on the road with truckers i have been to every state in the union except hiawii and alaska probably cause no trucks go there ....i would never go alone i always found someone to take with me....I was the kid no ones parents wanted around cause i was nothing but trouble....i will keep telling you of my adventures on these trips next time .....

3 comments:

  1. i am dying to no what happens next :}

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  2. Thank you so much for sharing. What you say may make a difference to someone. hugsssssssss

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  3. You are an awesome person JoeyG! We probably would have hung out together if we had known each other! Can't wait to read more!

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