i will tell you of some random memories of my very young years like all siblings the older ones teased me alot..being i was quite younger then them...my brother was a character he would chase me around the house with a ape mask on and get me all upset....lol i would run crying to my mom..and he would laugh....sometimes my sister teri and i would play hide and seek and i would hide in the dryer....to this day i tease her and tell her she put me in there on purpose....i remember some times when my mom would come home drunk she would take a blanket into the yard and sleep out there at night......which when i was little i thought that was cool...i loved to sleep outside in the front yard....so as you can see my early years weren't always ideal but i enjoyed them....
so on to when my sister married right outa high school i was about 9 and she moved out so i was the only child at home...this is where it starts to change for me...with my parents being gone at night alot i pretty much ran the neighborhood.My friends liked to stay the night at my house because i had no parents there at night...i had two best friends who were identical twins and they were kinda hoodlums.... they would stay at my house and we would be out in the streets just running around until all hours of the night...we would sneak over to the local college and "peep" at the college parties...i tried alchol for the first time at age 10 we would get into my dads peppermint schnapps and drink it and fill the bottle with water..also at this age i had my first boyfriend...well kinda.. he was pushed on me by the twins...i will always remember that first french kiss...yuck!!! amazing how shocked i was...lol .... i had to learn how to drive a car by age 12 my parents would call the house after they had been drinking have me take a cab to the bar and drive them home...back then i thought i was cool because i could drive...i started drinking a little heavier at age 12 on weekends with friends. we would sneak out to the local lake and attend the kegs that the older kids were having..of course we never told them our real age.
but i spent alot of time drinking and hanging out with highschool kids....
I tried speed at age 12 i babysat for a lady who was addicted to pink hearts and black beauties...she would give me some when i watched her kids...i got to really like them and used to pop a couple then start drinking mind you i am almost 13 yrs old at this time....this is where another twist and turn comes in...my mother decided to slow down on her drinking so she was home more often and decided it was time to put her foot down...let me tell you i was having nothing to do with it.....